DREAMING MY LIFE AWAY

Dreaming My Life Away


Every day or night, whenever I go to sleep, I may as well be dead. In the morning, it is rare that I remember anything from last night. No dreams. All I might remember the next day is if I had awakened and got up to use the bathroom. But, I don't remember my dreams. I never do. Not anymore. Many times, I think I don't dream at all. But we all must dream. We are human beings. That is part of being human. That is part of being alive. I believe I don't remember my dreams, but I dream. 
It is only recently that I decided to blog about this. It is only recently that I decided to blog about anything. I can blog and I can write about what ever I want. That thought has enticed me for so long, but I have been unaware of how to accomplish it. Yet, it was always right in front of me. I just needed to reach my arms out; to grab my computer keyboard; to start typing. I can blog about what ever I want.
I want to write stories, too. I want to write blog material. I want to get feedback on what I write. I want to be able to use this computer to communicate and to learn these techniques well enough and to become proficient at it.

One unique story I will write about and I will blog about is my severe brain trauma. It happened in 1983. I was 24 years old. It happened on January 29th. That's a very long time ago. I was hurt severely. But, I will make every effort to recall what happened and to write about those events as I remember them. Many tales are unique to me alone. Some may not be entirely true since I have lost portions of my own memory.

Mom used to help me recall events that were not on the tip of my tongue. She passed away on September 16th in 2015. It was not her time yet. But, she left us anyhow. I miss her. We all miss her. She had a lot of information in her mind that we may never be able to reconstruct.  
Yes, like anyone else, I have so much to write about. So do you. All we need to do is to type and to place the information in a readable format so others can view, read, discuss our stories and our blog material. 
I hope you all can help me. I hope you will help me.  And, I hope I can help you. We can help each other.
 
Thank you.  
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